I am a grandma!

Oh, it has been hard this weekend.  But fun too.  Went to see the kids yesterday and Cassie wanted to go with me when I left.   She was quite upset when I said I didn't have her car seat, so she couldn't come. Payback time.  I bought Cassie a doll house for her birthday.  Hahaha.  Greg has to put it together.  All those Christmases and birthdays that I had to assemble things.  LOL.   Bought Cassie a Supergirl costume yesterday.  Don't know if she likes it or not. Said she didn't, but can't tell.  LOL. Oh, well.  She has it if she wants it.  Dress up is always fun.  Up for a promotion at work, but don't know when that will take affect.  Soon, I hope.  Other than that, the same old. Stay safe, my friends. TTFN.

Labor Day weekend.  Greg has turned 40.  WOW.  When did I get so old.  LOL.  Little peeved as I went to their place for his party and felt like an outsider.  Oh, well.  He never did treat me as well as his friends.  Cian is coming along.  He is a real sweetheart.  Still ignores me when I tell him to come, but we are working on it.  It takes time. Other than that, nothing much going on.  School starts back tomorrow, so it is going to be a mad house.  This is from our walk along the canal today.  He is still not crazy about the car, but is getting better about walking along the canal.  It was such a gorgeous day. Stay safe and well, my friends.  TTFN.

It has been a while.  Got the dog I wanted.  Cian is a real sweetheart, but proving difficult to train.  Some things he picks up quickly, others he just ignores me.  It has only been 3 months, so I am hoping that he will trust me with time.  He is a really good boy, otherwise.  However, broke my wrist 2 days after I got him.  Thankfully that was after the 10 drive to go get him in the worst storm I have ever driven in.  Got the cast removed after 5 weeks, wrist still hurts at times, and it has been 2 months since it was removed.  Then Cian pulls me over and I bruise a rib. One of these days I will wake up pain free.  LOL. Cassie is getting so big, almost 3 now.  Very talkative.  Will have her the 2nd week of my vacation.  Looking forward to it. Nothing much else happening, thank goodness.  TTFN.

Wow, guess I was a  little depressed in my last post.  I think, turning 60, you are facing your own mortality.  Still, I am finding it hard to find a dog.  Been let down by 2 rescues so far.  There is one I want, will go to Kemptville tomorrow and see what I can do about it.  Please, Goddess, let me have this one!  Am doing OK otherwise.  Mothers usually get flowers or something for their birthday.  I got pain.  Actually a new tatoo.  Turned out pretty nice.  Can't wait for summer to show it off.  Not much else happening, thank the Goddess.  Pretty boring, as usual these days.  I don't mind that!  Stay well, my friends. TTFN.

My life is a mess.   Nothing is turning out the way I would like.  Seems anything I want, I can't have, even the simplest of things. I don't believe I am a bad person, but nothing ever seems to go my way.  Never enough money, never anything new, never getting anything I want. Maybe it is just my turning 60.  But I thought I would be farther than I am.  Still in the same lousy apartment.  Still slaving away.  Can't get another dog.  I so miss having a dog.  I am lost without one. Funny, but where I live, everyone comes to me for help, but there is usually no one there for me when I need it.  I guess I am so tired.  Someone posted about why we are on Facebook.  I don't really have any friends where I am.  I am sort of at that in-between age.  Either everyone is much younger or much older.  I don't really fit in. I just don't know what else I can do.  I try to be good, try to help, but nothing seems to work.  Oh, well.  I guess that is the same with many pe

My beautiful Kayla.  I miss you so much.  I have always loved you and always will. My beautiful girl when I first got her, her name was Holly, which I quickly changed to Kayla.  She had a lot of character and was very smart. Who could resist those eyes? She loved her Bruce! Thank goodness she grew into her ears.  I regret that I didn't have a lot of patience with her at this stage.  She was so destructive.   She was adventurous! She loved the snow. And her walks along the canal. And I hope she loved me: Good bye, my beautiful baby.  I miss you and love you so much.