I have so much going for me, but I also have so many worries.  Sometimes it all seems a little overwhelming.  I try to get ahead, then stuff comes up to knock me back again.  Two steps forward and one step back. 

Maybe it is the long winter that is getting me down, it probably is.  Just feeling a little down tonight.  Worry about the family.  There is probably a little jealousy there too. Sweet Cassy seems to throw tantrums with me, but gets along well with others.  I could be wrong.  I adore her, but don't know if I have the strength to deal with the tantrums.  Been there, done that.  LOL.

Be that as it may, I love her with all my heart.  She is my hope.  I don't want her to settle, I want her to shake things up.  I hope she does.  Her other grandparents don't seem to believe in standing up for stuff.  Maybe I am too radical.  Oh, well.  That's how I am. 

I am so tired.  This winter is taking its toll.  I will shut down for now.  Hopefully the sun and the warmth will be back soon.

TTFN.
Have a great weekend, my friends.

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