May the Goddess forgive me, but I am having visions of what I could do to my neighbor. They involve a 2 X 4 across his nose. :-) He is terrorizing my dog. That I cannot forgive. Please let this end soon. It may sound selfish, but I would like to have 1 full night of sleep, But mostly, I don't want my Kaylagirl to have these panic attacks. I would love to break his nose just for terrifying my girl. But that would bring me to his level. I do so understand an eye for an eye. Just the law seems to favor the other person. Grrrrrr.
Monday
Have been doing a lot of thinking tonight. I realize I can hold a grudge. In my life, I have been abandoned by 2 mothers and a father. However both mothers decided to come back into my life around the same time. And it was a case of "let's forget about what was and there was nothing in the middle". Everything is normal, we go on as if nothing happened. Excuse me, but FUCK THAT. I am not going to forget everything and just act like everything is normal. I hate swearing, but there are a few times when it is warranted and this is one of them. Sorry for the rant. It just really ticks me off that they expect me to be available when they decide to show up, like it's a family obligation. There has never actually been a family situation. O.k. I have gotten it out of my system. Deep breaths. Relax. Done. How are all my friends today? Hope you are having a great week. Just took Kayla for her walk....
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