Have been terrible about posting. So many things happening. JoJo ate my glasses, my sofa, etc. etc. She is almost 2 years old now, hopefully she will stop soon. Training is going well. Except she is still skittish with people. Want to get the trainer to work on that. But her and Cian are good buddies. Still have to use the muzzle on her during the day when I am not here. Otherwise she is doing great. Love them both to bits. Cassie starts school next week. How did the time go so fast. She lost her first tooth. She is so pretty. Light of my life.
Monday
Have been doing a lot of thinking tonight. I realize I can hold a grudge. In my life, I have been abandoned by 2 mothers and a father. However both mothers decided to come back into my life around the same time. And it was a case of "let's forget about what was and there was nothing in the middle". Everything is normal, we go on as if nothing happened. Excuse me, but FUCK THAT. I am not going to forget everything and just act like everything is normal. I hate swearing, but there are a few times when it is warranted and this is one of them. Sorry for the rant. It just really ticks me off that they expect me to be available when they decide to show up, like it's a family obligation. There has never actually been a family situation. O.k. I have gotten it out of my system. Deep breaths. Relax. Done. How are all my friends today? Hope you are having a great week. Just took Kayla for her walk....


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