I am a grandma!

My life is a mess.   Nothing is turning out the way I would like.  Seems anything I want, I can't have, even the simplest of things. I don't believe I am a bad person, but nothing ever seems to go my way.  Never enough money, never anything new, never getting anything I want. Maybe it is just my turning 60.  But I thought I would be farther than I am.  Still in the same lousy apartment.  Still slaving away.  Can't get another dog.  I so miss having a dog.  I am lost without one. Funny, but where I live, everyone comes to me for help, but there is usually no one there for me when I need it.  I guess I am so tired.  Someone posted about why we are on Facebook.  I don't really have any friends where I am.  I am sort of at that in-between age.  Either everyone is much younger or much older.  I don't really fit in. I just don't know what else I can do.  I try to be good, try to help, but nothing seem...