Maybe I am just being weird tonight.  Not sure.  But my life has been crap.  I try to do the right thing.  I try to help whenever I can. But nothing ever seems to go right for me.  My son and my granddaughter are the light of my life, but everything else seems to be dark.  Nothing goes right.  Why?  I hate this.  I am being terrorized by my neighbor, but nothing is being done about it.  I did nothing to deserve this. I haven't had a full night sleep in weeks.  I just don't get it.  Maybe I am over-reacting.  Don't think so, but still, it takes its toll.  Sigh.  Guess I just have to grin and bare it.

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