On October 17, 2013, my son and his beautiful partner presented me with a wonderful gift. My Granddaughter, Cassidy Elisabeth Bowes. Welcome to the world, little one. Hard to believe you are only 3 days old. Love you so much.
Monday
Have been doing a lot of thinking tonight. I realize I can hold a grudge. In my life, I have been abandoned by 2 mothers and a father. However both mothers decided to come back into my life around the same time. And it was a case of "let's forget about what was and there was nothing in the middle". Everything is normal, we go on as if nothing happened. Excuse me, but FUCK THAT. I am not going to forget everything and just act like everything is normal. I hate swearing, but there are a few times when it is warranted and this is one of them. Sorry for the rant. It just really ticks me off that they expect me to be available when they decide to show up, like it's a family obligation. There has never actually been a family situation. O.k. I have gotten it out of my system. Deep breaths. Relax. Done. How are all my friends today? Hope you are having a great week. Just took Kayla for her walk....
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